I read another blogger's status on Facebook the other day. The blogger commented that we "Mormon Bloggers" were producing "sparkly" blogs that tend to create an illusion that everything is perfect. I am a Mormon blogger. I blog about things that make me happy. I've always figured that the problems in my life are mine and they are personal, not to be blogged about for all the world to see. She commented that people were joining the
LDS Church based on Mormon bloggers. Then when things weren't perfect according to their perception, then they became disillusioned with the Church.
Just because we are members of the LDS church and blog about happy things does not mean that bad things don't happen...that we don't still have personal struggles. For instance, my 20 year old son was just in a serious car accident in New Mexico. He spent a short time in the hospital. His car is totaled because some idiot rear ended him going 40-50 mph. As a mother I was beside myself with crazy worry. I still am...I just made an emergency trip to California to see my dying grandmother. Saying goodbye to her and flying home was a really hard thing. Bad things still happen, hard things still happen. Focusing on the positive happy things uplift me and hopefully uplift others. There is enough bad stuff going on in the world, it is nice to have a place of happy refuge.
Let me say a few things...I would be over the top excited if someone became interested in learning about my Church because of me. But, I would not want someone joining my church because of me. Does that make sense? When you make a life commitment like that, committing to a religion, committing to God, that has to be for you and no one else. You have to know it.
Since her post, I have felt frustrated with blogging. I feel like perhaps people are looking at me and fellow bloggers under a microscope. I guess I'm just feeling a little frustrated and trying to pinpoint my purpose for blogging.
Have you felt these same frustrations?
What is your purpose for blogging?