I have been absent from this here blog for quite some time. When it comes right down to it, I have to say that pain kills creativity. I have been to hell and back...I feel that way. It got to the point in my back pain that I couldn't even walk...sit...stand...sleep. I just about lost my mind! My mind and heart were in the darkest abyss of despair. I was fully supported and taken care of by my husband and daughter. But, life seemed to go on all around me and without me. I felt that He had forgotten me. It was in my darkest moment that I began to notice the Lord's tender mercies in my life. Miracle after miracle began to manifest itself to me. Perhaps we have to reach that dark pit in order to feel His light. He pulled me out both physically, emotionally and mentally. He is real...He lives...and I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that He loves me. While I'm not sure I'd say that I am grateful for the experience, I am grateful for the lessons learned and for feeling His influence in my life.
So, after a back surgery on Friday the 13th of all days, I have been reborn physically. I feel amazing, and I think that it is time for this blogger to be reborn as a writer, as well. I am searching out and trying to reconnect with my muse now that it is no longer clouded by pain.
Thanks for sticking with me...
Oh my goodness! I'm so glad you are back and on the mend.
ReplyDeleteOh so sorry! I'm glad surgery was able to fix it ....back pain is awful. A sweet sister I visit teach is scheduled for surgery but not until the beginning of November. It's so hard to see her suffer! On that note....any tips on how to serve someone in that condition?
ReplyDeleteGlad you are back! :)
I'm so thankful you are finally finding relief and feeling God's touch. I can't even imagine that kind of pain taking over my life.
ReplyDeleteHappy to see you back blogging! VERY happy to hear your surgery went well, I've been worried about you!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you are feeling better and back to blogging! I love how uplifting your post are, keep it up!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you've had such a hard time!! I am so glad to hear that you're feeling better. It sucks, but sometimes that's where God is teaching us things. I loved your post, thanks for sharing!
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